Wow....Seven months?? Really? I think we all have good intention....but don't always follow through on them. I really wanted to experience new things and grow.....or did I?? At the beginning, I had a lot of great ideas that I wanted to try, but just like planting a seed.....you can't just expect for it to grow if you don't give it what it needs. I let my grand ides go to the wayside....put it at the bottom of my list. You can't expect to grow as a person if you don't have goals and passions....I did neither. I am rather disappointed in myself. We have been dealing with Jamie's job loss for awhile now...so again I wonder, "When will I find the time?"
Don't be so hard on yourself Lisa, it isn't too late to try again. You do have goals and passions, try writing them down- all of them big and small. I am sure you did experience new things and grow too, just in smaller or different ways than you had hoped.
ReplyDeleteCarol is right. Revisit your thoughts... write a new list... personally, I believe you have grown and tried new things over the months... read & viewed several through Facebook, no? ... walks, photos, foods, sister-time, to name a few. Keep "watering" and "nuturing" the always growing self... the beautiful sunflower you are will continue to emerge.
ReplyDeleteCarol and Kris, you are both right. I am just hard on myself. I know I have tried SOME things. I guess I thought that I would have done a lot more by now. And I guess there will always be road block big and small....I'll just have to get around them!! Will be writing a new list soon....Thanks :)
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